Hcp kq^n hnÕ-h-Im-cn-bmWv
_jo-sdÐv F\n-s|-tÔmgpw tXmÐn-bn-ºp-¾v.
A\áL-\n-an-jw, i_vZ-ªç
XpS-ªnb Fæm anI® cN-\-Ifpw
BZn-{_-þ-hp-am-bpè hne-b-\-Ãn-tÒbpw
AtXmsSmÔw ISpà tNmZyw sNà-en-tÒbpw
amXr-I-I-fm-W-tæm. A\ã lJpw
kÏym-{]-Wm-ahpw CXn\v Gâhpw \æ
DZm-l-c-W-ª-fm-Wv.
“RmË
HscmÐmw \Úá lnÎp-hm.
Cûmw D¾m-bn-cp-Ðn-sæ-©nã
RmË lnÎp-hm-Ip-am-bn-cp-Ðp.
c¾n-tÒbpw BXy-Ìn-I-k-ao-]-\-ªç
HÐp-X-sÐ-bm-Wv. BZn `K-hm-sÒ,
BZn {_þ-ÃnsÒ k©-ev]-amWv
lnÎp aX-ÃnsÒ AXyp-Ð-X-`m-hw.
Alw {_þmkvan FÐ D]-\n-jXv hmIyw
Cu `mh-ÃnsÒ ]hn-{X-amb Ah-X-c-Ww.
A\ã lJv FÐ kq^n hnNm-c-amWv Cûm-an-I-Nn-Ì-bpsS
HuÐ-Xyw. {]]-³-ª-fmb {]]-³-ªsf
apgp-hË at\m-_n-Îp-hnã
tI{Îo-I-cn-|p-I-bmWv c¾pw.
“ZnKmw-_-c-Ñm-cm-b-
]qáW-Zn-Kmw-_-c-Ñm-cmb atâ
Iqº-c-æ(ssP-\á- teJ-IË)-
lnÎp kÐym-kn-am-cpsS IqsS RmË
aqÐv sImæw Pohn-®p. Ahá
BZyw Imasà sImæpÐp. enwKw
DS®v ]cp-h-am-|p-Ðp. Rc-Úp-Iç
]cn-¢o-W-am-|p-Ðp. ]nsÐ aq{Xw
Hgn-|mt\ AXv ]âq. kq^n-I-fpsS IqsSbpw
RmË Pohn-®n-ºp-¾v.
APvao-dnã Ign-bpÐ Imew. lnÎp
hmbn-ºmWv Pohn-Xw. kqºpw Imãk-cm-bn-bp-sam-s|-bnºv
Aªs\ sskvâem-bn.... MvB, Hcn-|ã
Hcp bm{X. Fºp \mgnI AÔp-d-ÃmWv
]pjvI-c-km-Ká... Atªmºv
t]mhp-I-bm-Wv. hnip-Ê-a-Èy-ª-fpè
Ipf-ª-fp-¾-hn-sS. \ÛpsS
l\p-amË ]áê-X-sa-Sp-Ãp-t]m-hp-tÚmç
ASáÐp hoW-Xm-W-h-sbm-s|. acp-`-Du-an-bpsS
Hcp aqe-bnã IqSn-bmWv bm{X. \S-Ðv,
\SÐv XfáÐp, jqkn-\-IÃv
aWã Ib-dn. ... Npº-]-gp-Ônã\n-Ðpè
sImSpw XWp-Ôv. t_m[w ad-¹p. ]n
sÐ ImWp-ÐXv Hcp Icn-|-º-bm-Wv.Xtam
]nWvUw. Ic-|-º-bv|p-ènã
Hcp NphÐ shfn-®w. Aæm-lp,
BZn-{_þw! ]n sÐ Imâv
sIm¾v shèw Xfn-|p-Ðp.
shèw IpSn-Ôn-|p-Ðp... ]ntbm,
]ntbm FÐv ]d-bp-Ðp.... AsX, kÐym-kn-amá”.
kmÏy-{]-Wm-a-Ãnã
XmË tNmZyw sNàp-Ð-Xv, ssZh-sÃ-bm-Wv.
AWvU-I-Sm-l-ª-fpsS {kjvSm-hm-b, tImSm-\p-tImSn
BIm-i-ª-fpsS ssNX-\y-hpw, {]I-i-hp-amb
Aæm-lp-hn-s\. F©nepw hnfn®v
tNmZyw sNàp-I-bmWv , ISpÃ
`mj-bnã XsÐ. i_vZ-ªfpw aâpw
hfsc hnÕ-h-I-c-am-Wv. kq^n-hn-Õ-h-Im-cn-sbÐ
hnti-jWw AtÉlw kzoI-cn-|p-Itbm \ncm-I-cn-|p-Itbm
sNàp-Ðn-æ.
(aq-Ðv)
_jo-dn-s\-bmWv ImWmË t]mhp-Ð-Xv.
\ÛpsS hniz-km-ln-Xy-Im-c-s\. aXn-ep-Ifpw
]mÃp-Û-bpsS BSpw A\áL-\n-an-jhpw
cNn® {]Xn-`m-im-ensb asâ-Ìp-t]-cn-emWv
hnti-jn-Ôn-|pI? i_vZ--ªfpw ]mh]-sÔ-º-h-cpsS
thiybpw Fgp-Xnb alm-I-hnsb tIc-f-ÃnsÒ
Npâp-hS-º-Ãnã am{X-ambn
HXp|n \náÃmt\m? EXpI-|-fp-tSbpw
`qJ-WvU-ª-fp-tSbpw BIm-i-ª-fp-tSbpw
B[n-]-Xy-apè {]Xn-`-bmWv _jo-dn-tÒ-Xv.
ae-bm-fn-bpsS icn-bmb ²m\-]oTw CXm
t_Ôq-cn-ep-¾v. t_Ôq-cnse
aWã \\¹ CS-h-gn-I-fn-eqsS \ap-|-hn-S-sb-Ãmw.
FÃn-bmã\-ap|v k`m-I-Ú-ambn,
]n sÐ. AXp-sIm¾v Rªç
Ipsd tNmZy-ªç Ipdn-®p-sh-®n-cp-Ðp.
FsÒ ]gb Zn\-k-cn-]p-kvX-I-ÃnsÒ
Fgp-X-m-Ôp-d-ª-fnã Ah
]nS-¹p-\n-Ðp. HSp-hnã Hcp
tNmZyw Xe-bp-báÃn-\n-Ðp.
kq^n dh-eyq-j-W-dn-bm-sWÐv ]d-¹mã
icn-bm-hptam?]nsÐ ss[cy-am-bn. tNmZn-|msa-Ðm-bn.
tNmZy-ª-fpsS kmwK-Xy-sa-sÌÐv
Rªç|-dn-bn-æ. Hu]-Nm-cn-I-amb
Hcp tNmtZym-Ã-c-]w-~n-bm-bn-cp-Ðnæ
AXv. Hcp hnÃv apf-bv|p-ÐXv t]mse,
]q hncn-bp-ÐXp t]mse, Xnc-b-Sn-|p-Ð-Xp-t]mse
kzm`m-hn-I-amb Hc-Ì-co¢w kwPm-X-am-bn-|-gn-¹n-cp-Ðp.
kwkm-cn-|m-\-tÉlw kÐ-Ê-\m-bn-|-gn-¹n-cp-Ðp.
izmkw apºã...-Np-a...tlm! }Rªç
tNmZy-ªç, kwi-b-ªç
DÐ-bn-®p. XSn\n XS-h-sâm-gp-In.
? GIm-Ì-X-bpsS alm-Xo-c-Ãp-\n-Ðm-Wtæm
Aªv temIsà A`n-kw-t_m-[-\-sN-àp-Ð-Xv.
CtÔmgpw GIm-ÌX A\p-`-h- sÔ-Sp-Ðpt¾m?
_joá- GIm-Ì-X-bm-sW-\n-|n-jvSw.
GIm-Ì-X-bnte Fgp-XmË Ign-bq.
NnÌ GIm-Ì-X-bnã\n-ÐmWv
hcp-Ð-Xv, `mh-\- bp-w.
? kwLáj-]q-cn-X-amb Cu temI-Ãv,
Cu i_vZm-b-am-\-X-bnã Fªns\
GIm-ÌX e`n-|pÐp?
_joá- GIm-ÌX Fhn-sSbpw D¾v.
AXv Is¾-Ã-W-sa-tÐ-bp-èq.
t\m|q Hmtcm \nan-jhpw At\-I-tImSn Poh-Ë
sImæ-sÔ-Sp-I-bm-Wv. \ma-X-dn-bp-Ðpt¾m?
\mw kzÌw Xpcp-Ãn-em-Wv. \mw
ac-W-tcm-Z\w tIç|p-Ðn-æ.
\mtam- tcm-cp-Ãcpw alm-{]-]-³-ª-fm-Wv.
\nªfpw Rm\p-sam-s|. Hmtcm ico-c-Ãn-ep-ap¾v
tImSm-\p-tImSn Pohn-Iç. AsX, alm-{]-]-³-ªç!
Aªs\ tImSm-\p-tImSn a\p-jyá.
AWvU-I-Sm-l-ªç, BIm-i-ªç,
kqcy-\-¢-{X- ªç, KmeIvkn-Iç..................
Ah-bn-sem-cp-hË RmË...............
GIm-In. t\m|q , Alnwk Fhn-sS-bp-an-æ,
Fhn-Sbpw lnwk-bm-Wp-è-Xv. lnwk am{Xw.
? hæmà Hcp ]cn-önXn
t_m[w IY-I-fn-se-æm-ap-¾v.
CÐ-sÃ-tÔmse ]cn-ön-Xn-kw-hmZw
Cæm-Xn-cpÐ Ime- ÃmWv `qan-bpsS
Ah-Im-in-Iç cNn-|p-Ð-Xv.
_joá- RmË ]d-¹n-tæ,
alm-{]-]-³-ªç, AÆp-X-k-aky!
HmáÛbpsS Ad-I-fnã `qan-bpsS
ac-W-sÃ-Ôân RmË
]d- bp-Ðp-¾v. a\p-jy\v am{X-ap-è-Xæ
Cu `qan. CXv acn-|p-Ðp.
? FÐv sh®mã `qan
Ah-km-\n-|pw, Jnbmaw \mç hcpw. AXnã
hnizmkw Dt¾m?
_joá- D¾v, Jnbmaw \mç
hcpw.
? Cu {]]-³w, bqWn-thgvkv acn-|p-sa-ÐmtWm?
_joá- No. Aæ. Universe is eternal.
`qan\in-|pw, kqcy-N-{Î-Ñmá
\in-|pw. FÐmã Universe \ne\n-ev|pw.
(I-SpÃ
`uXn-I-hm-Zn|pw Gsd-|psd CtX \ne-]mSv X-sÐ-bm-Wp-è-Xv.
{Zhyw- `qXw- \ne-\n-ev|p-saÐ Zmái-\n-Im-Sn-Ã-d-bn-emWv
`uXn-I-hmZw ]Sp-Ãp-báÃn-bn-ºp-è-Xv-
teJ-IË).
?
`qan-bnã \ndsb Zp:Jª-fm-Wv.
Zp:Jm\p-`hª-fmWv \ap|v Npâpw.
bpÊ-ªç , alm-am-cn-Iç
Hs|... Fªn-s\-bmWv Ah-bv|n-S-bnã\nÐv
Nncn-|mË Ign-bp-ÐXv?
_jo-á- F\n|v Zp:Jan-æ.
? kab-sÃ-Ôân
]d-bp-tÚm-sgm-s|, kabw Aæm-lp-hnsÒ
ssII-fn-em-sWÐv ]d-bm-dp-¾-tæm.
FÌm C{X DdÔv? t\cnã
I¾n-ºpt¾m?
_joá- I¾n-ºn-æ.
ImWm-s\m-|p-In-æ. t\cnã _Ï-sÔ-SmË
Ign-bn-æ. t\m|q, Bbn-c-Ãn-e-[nIw
aX-ª-fp¾v temI- Ãnã.
A{Xbpw ssZh-k-©-ev]-ª-fpw. lnÎp-a-X-Ãnã
XsÐ ]te k©-ev]-ª-fp-ap-¾v.
XmgvÐ lnÎp-|ç|v kKp-W-ssZ-h-ªç;
hnjvWp , inhË, Aªs\ Aª-s\...
BZn {_þ-amWv lnÎp-a-X-ÃnsÒ
`mhu-Ð-Xyw. Cûm-anepw cq]-c-ln-Xhpw
A\m-Znbpw A\-Ì-hp-amb ssZh-sÃ]Ô-ân-bpè
k©-ev]-am-Wp-è-Xv. tImSm-\p-tImSn
{]Im-i-tKm-f-ª-fpw, {Kl-k³b-ªfpw
Dè AÆp-X-amWv Cu alm-{]-]-³w.
`qan Id-ªpÐ Hcpcpf. kqcy\pw Id-ªp-Ðp.
c¾n-\p-an-S-bnã BIm-iw. Kme-Ivkn-Iç
, tImSm-\p-tImSn kqcy-\-¢-{X-ªç,
tKmf- ªç.... BIm-i-ªç......
Jpdv BË ]d-bp-Ðp, Aæm-lp-\q-dp-ü-am-hmÃn
hã Aáfn. A\-Ì-tImSn
BIm-i-ª- fpsS ssNX-\yhpw shfnN-®-hp-amWv
ssZhw. \mw sXmSp-Ð-sXms| ssZh-saÐv
kÐym-kn-h-cy-Ñmá. kq^n-Iç
AXv XsÐ]-d-bp-Ðp. A\ã lJv.
? {]h-N-\-tijn Dt¾m? DèXmbn
apsÚ-gp-Xn-bn-ºp-¾-tæm.
_joá- Nne-tÔmç, Nne-tÔmç
am{Xw. Hcp tXmÐã... Hcp kw`hw
am{ÌnI-Ôq-®-bnã
sImSp-Ãn-ºp-¾v. ^m_n,
Ip¹v, ]c-ap(-tim-`-\m-]-c-ta-iz-cË
\mbá), RmË...... ]c-aqsÒ
hoºn-te|v t]mêm... shè-sÔm-|w.
h³n, Bdv. Ib-dn-º-h- ³n....
F\n|v tXmÐn, ths¾-Ðv.. ^m_n-tbmSv
]d¹p Cd-ªmË... Fæm-hcpw
Cd-ªn. t_mSºv Ipsd AÔpdw
sNÐ-tÔmç A]-I-S-sÔ-ºp.
FtÔm-gp-anæ Cu tXmÐã....
Nne-tÔmç... Nne-sXæmw
icn-bm-Wv.
? Hcp ]mSv Ie-l-ª-fp-¾v.
Cdm-|nã bpÊ-k-Ðm-l-ªç...
CÌy-bnã há£o-b-hn-L-S-\-I-em-]-ªç..
tIc-f-Ãn-ep-ap-¾v. Ah Ah-km-\n-|mË,
hc-ºp-sNm-dn-b-æmsX hgn-sbm-Ðp-antæ?
_joá- c¾mw temI-am-lm-bpÊw
Ah-km-\sà bpÊ-am-sWÐv A|m-eÃv
Hcmç FtÐmSv ]d-¹p. Bç
D{KË... Iayq-Wn-kvâv. Bcm-bmepw
Xncp-a-¾Ã-cw. Cu Ipg-Ô-ªç
]¾p]t¾ D¾v. C\n-bp-ap-¾m-hpw.
Ima-t{Im-[-a-Z-am- È-cym-Zn-Iç
Fæm Pohn-Iç|p-ap-¾v.
F|m-e-Ãp-ap-¾v. ImgvN-Ôm-Sp-Iç
Gâp-ap-ºpw. \nª-fpsS ImgvN-bæ
FsÒ ImgvN. \nª-fpsStIçhnbæ
FsÒ tIçhn. You
are the authority of yourself.
? tIc-fX-Ãnã há£o-bX
kp]vX-am-bn-|n-SI-|p-I-bm-bn-cp-ÐpshÐpw
kabw hÐ-tÔmç DWásÐ-Wo-â-Xm-
sWÐpw Nneá ]d-bp-Ðp-¾-tæm.
FÌmW-`n-{]mbw?
_joá- tIc-f-ÃnsÒ ömbo-`m-h-Ãnã
s]Sº-Xæ háK£o-b-X.
Npcp|w Nne-cpsS kr-jvSn-bm-W-Xv. Fæm
aX-hn-`m-K-ª- fn-ep-ap¾v Ahá.
Hcp Znhkw tUmIvSákp-Ip-amá
Ago-t|mSv Chn-sS-bp-¾v. \mev lnÎp-sÔ-Áp-ªç
Ipfn-®v, CudËam-dn, CXnte t]mhp-Ðp.
AsX-ª-s\-bm-sW-ÐmWv kpIp-am-dnsÒ
AÆp-Xw. Ah-cpsS hoºnã
InW-dn-æ, Chn-sS-bp-¾v. Ipfn-|m-\pè
Fæm kuI-cy-ª-fp-ap-¾v.
kuan\n Xo¾mcn InS-|p-Ð-Xn-hn-sS-bm.
Ah-fpsS aIç ]pjv] ]Xn-\mev ]Xvn-\³v
háj-ambn Chn-sS. CsÔm Ahç|v
Ccp]Xv hb-üv. .......... Hcn|ã
K^qáam- kvâáv, \ÛpsS
_n. Fw. K^q-d-æ.....thsd K^qá....
kv|qfn-te|v öew amdn-h-Ðp. t{Umbnªv
amkvâá. F-gpXpw hc-bv|pw. Hcp
hmSv hmS-I-bvs|-Sp-Ãp. InW-dn-æ.
ASpà hoºnã\n-sÐ-Sp-|m-a-tæm.
IpSpw-_-ambn hÐp. ]t¢, ASpÃ
hoºp-Imá shè-sa-Sp-|mËk-Û-Xn-®n-æ.
InWdv apûnw sXmºmã Aip-Ê-am-hpw.
RmË hnZym-`ym- k-a-{Ìn-sb-|¾v
K^q-dn\v Hcp C\vdátIm-¾n-s\Òã
{SmËkv^á hmªn-s|m-Sp-Ãp.
.................. Hcp ]ºn-bp- ¾m-bn-cpÐp
\mºnã.... \sÛ-sbms| kvt\ln®pw
t{Zmln®pw Ign-bpÐ Hcp ]ºn.
Hcp Zphkw Snbms\ ImWm- \n-æ. ]nsÐ
AhË s]mÌn-bXv InW-ânã....
temIm-tem-I-ª-fpsS Zpá£-Ïw.
FSp-Ãp...... icn-bmb ipNo-I- cWw
\StÐm? B shèw IpSn-|p-Ðp,
a\p-jyá...... apûnw sXmºmã
Aip-Êw..... ]Sºn-hoWv NÃp-\m-dnb
shèwIpSn-®mã HÐp-an-æ.
CXv RmË Hcp IY-bm-|n-bmã FÌp
kw`-hn|pw?
? Aªv ]e-X-hW hymI-c-WsÃ
Xèn-Ô-d-¹n-ºp-¾v.
]t¢, Hcn-SÃpw Hcp hymI-c-W-sÃâpw
hcp-Ãn-bn-ºn-æ.
_joá- F\n|v hymI-c-W-a-dn-bn-sæÐv
]d-bp-ÐXv icn. Adn-bp-ÐtX Fgp-Xq.
kwi-b-ap-èXv Fgp-Xp-I-bn-æ.
tNmZn®p a\-ün-em-|pw. ae-bm-f-Ãnã
Hcp ]mSv A\m-h-iy-amb A¢-c-ª-fp-¾v.
FÌn-\mWv Ìbpw Íbpw
shtêsd? ¾bpw WvTbpw thsd thsd
\nevt|¾ Bh-iy-apt¾m? Xam-i-sbm-Ðp-a-æ,
Imcy-am-bnºv ]d-bp-Ð-Xm-Wv. E XpS-
ªnb A¢-c-ªç Bhiyw
hÐ-tÔmç Btcm ]Tn-Ôn-®p.
]nsÐbpw ad-|pw. `mcysb hnfn®p tNmZn-|pw,
AsXmcp cl-kyw. ]co-¢-t]m-se-bmWv tNmZn-|p-I.
CXv \n\-s|-gp-Xm-tamÐ. Aªs\ c¢-sÔ-Spw.
Hcp Imcyw Dd-Ôm-Wv, A\p-`-h-ap-ètX
Fgp-Xq. ]cnN-b-ap-ètX Fgp-Xq. FÐmepw
Ipsd kwkvIrXw hm|p-I-sfms| F\n-|p-a-dn-bmw.
? IYm-]m-{X-ª-fpsS IYm-]m-{X-ªç
FÐp hnfn-|p-Ð....?
_joá- AsX, DÛ, A\p-P-Ñmá
, `mcy, Ipºn-Iç, tImgn.......
? IYm-]m-{X-ª-sf-Ôân
]d-bp-tÚmç, jmtUm hmkp-shÐ
cN\ HmáÛn-|p-I-bm-Wv. AXnã
]d-bp-Ðp-s¾Ðv tXmÐp-Ðp,
ssh|w apl-ÛZv _joá FÐmã
Cutem-I-Ãnse Feæm kv{XoI-fp-am-sW-Ðv.
FÌp-sIm-¾mWv kv{XoI-Ym-]m-{X-ª-ep-ambn
Cu kmÇo-I-cWw?
_joá- B½ IYm-]m-{X-ª-epsS
ImcyX-Ãnã A[nIw {iÊn-t|-¾-Xn-æ-tæm.
AXe-æ, s]Áp-ª-fpsS önXn.
RmË hfsc kq¢n-®mWv Ahsc Nn{Xo-I-cn-|p-Ð-Xv.
AXp-sIm-¾m-h-Ww.
? A]-hm-Z-ªç t]mbn Xpe-b-sº.
F©nepw Aªsb kzm[o-\n® GsX-©nepw
Fgp-Ãp-Im-c-\pt¾m?
_joá- Aªs\ tNmZn-®mã,
MvB, D¾v, c¾p t]á.
Z tkvâmdn kmË antjã Fhp-Xnb
AIvkã apt¾. hmkq-t\mSv (Fw.-Sn.)
RmË AXn-s\-Ôân ]d-¹p.
Iqº-Ãnã tNmZn-|-tº,
Ip¹-_vZp-æ-bpsS acpÐv kmË
antj-enã\n- ÐmtWm hcp-ÐXv?
]nsÐ sdmsabvË tdmf-¾v. PoË{In-kvtXm-^nsÒ
alm-\mb Fgp-Ãp-Im-cË. AXv RmË
Ipdt® hmbn-®n-ºp-èq.
hæmsX kzm[o-\n-®p. AtX t]mse Fgp-X-W-saÐv
Hcn-|epw hnNm-cn-®n-ºn-æ.
F©nepw AsX-tÔmgpw a\-ün-ep-¾v,
D¾m-hpw, AZr-iy-kzm-[o-\-am-bn. Nnekw-`-h-ªfpw
Aª-s\-bm-Wv. \nem-hnã I¾
ambm-tam-ln\n FÐ IY (amÊyaw hnti-jmã
]XnÔv 1992). AÃcÃnsemcp
kw`-h-am-Wv. Zim-_vZ-ª- fmbn FsÒ
a\-ün-ep-¾-Xv. aqÐv Ipºn-Iç-
lnÎp-|pºn, apûnwIpºn,
{InkvâyË Ipºn... Rmb-dm-gvN-I-fnã
Aháapº-\m-bns\ tamjvSn-|p-Ðp,
XnÐp-Ðp. apûnw Ipºn FsÒ
_Ïp-hm-Wv. B Cd®n RmË XnÐn-ºp-¾v.
aq-hm-âp-]p-g- bnã Hcp ae-bp-¾v,
Fæp-I-fpsS ae. B kw`hw CtÔmç
Fgp-Xn.
(\m-ev)
ka-bw-t]m-hp-Ð-X-dn-bp-Ðp-¾m-bn-cp-Ðn-æ.
C\nbpw tIvç|m-\p-¾m-bn-cp-Ðp,
Gsd ]d-bmË AtÉlw kÐ-Ê-\p-am-bn-cp-Ðp.
CSbv|v t^mtºm FSp-Ã-tÔmç
]d-¹p, \æ-Xm-sW-©nã
Ab-®p-X-cn-I.}RmË acn®p-t]m-bmã`m-cy-|-b®p-sIm-Sp-|p-I.Cæ,
C\n A[n-I-an-æ. acWsÃÔân
`btam `b-an-æm-bvatbm Cæ F\n-|v.
AXv A\n-hm-cy-am-Wv. It
is a must.Fæm BÇm-hp-Ifpw
ac-W-ÃnsÒ cpNn Adn-b-Ww.\Ðm-bn-cn-|-sº.
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