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hmeyw 1 | e|w 3 | HIvtSm_á 2006





















BIm-i-Ãn-tÒbpw `qan-bp-tSbpw {]Imiw

 
ssh|w aplÛZv _joá

Cu A`n-apJw \S-ÐXv 1992 k]vXw-_-dnem-bn-cp-Ðp


Imep-Iç sXmºp hÎn®v ]Sn-I-fn-dªn Rª-sf-æm-hcpw henbm-enã `h-\-ÃnsÒ apâ-sÃ-Ãn, Xncn¹p \nÐ-tÔmç, AtÉlw ]d¹p: “acWsÃÔân `btam `b-an-æm-bvatbm Cæ F\n-|v. AXv A\n-hm-cy-am-Wv. It is a must. Fæm BÇm-hp-Ifpw ac-W-ÃnsÒ cpNn Adn-b-Ww.”
RªtfmSpè `mjWw Bcw-`n-®Xpw ac-W-Ãnã \nÐm-bn-cp-Ðp. Ah-i-\m-bn, Ccp-Ãn-bn-en-cpÐv hmbn-|p-I-bm-bn-cpÐp AtÉ-lw. amÊyaw hnti-jmã ]Xn-Ôv. AXnse apIp-Î-sÒ IY. “ssh|w aplÛZv _joá.”

Ccn-|mË IÁp-Iç sIm¾v \nátÉ-in-®p. ISpà izmkw apº-e-\p-`-hn-|p-I-bm-W-tÉ-lw. hen-hv. temIm-tem-I-ª-fpsS {kjvSm-th, Cu alm-{]-Xn-`sb Cu hen-hnã \nÐv ap~-\m-t|-W-ta. AWvU-I-Sm-l-ª-fpsS \mY-\m-bp-tèm-t\, A\-Ì-tImSn \¢-{X-ª-tf, BIm-i-ª-fpsS ssNX-\y-ª-tf, {]Im-i-ª-tf, AtÉ-lsà Cu hen-hnã \nÐv c¢-sÔ-SpÃ-W-ta. F½]-Ãn-aqÐv háj-ª-fnse A\p-`-h-ª-fpsS `mc-hpw, BkvXv ab-pw. AtÉlw ]d¹p: “izmkw apº-emWv, `b-©cË. ac-W-Ãn\v ISÐp-h-cm-s\mcp\ymbw. FÌn\pw thW-atæm Hcp \ymbw. ”

XpSáÐv hen-hv. “Cª-s\-bn-cp-Ðmã Aev]w kpJw. \S-Ðmã ]nsÐ Imã an\pºv , Ac an\pºv izmkw \ne® aºm-Wv.” Rª-ç izmkw ]nSn-®n-cp-Ðp. AtÔm-gmWv tNmZn-®-Xv, Bcm, FÌp-thWw?

shdpsX ImWmË, Rªç ]cn-N-b-sÔ-Sp-Ãn. A³p t]cp-¾m-bn-cp-Ðp, Rªç: Bá.-sI. chn-háÛ, cmPËXn-cp-thm-Ãv, Ubm\m cmL-hË, kenw, RmË. cmhnse 11.30\v Rªç henbm-enã FÃn-b-tÔmç AtÉlw Dd-ªp-I-bm-Wv. imÌ-tam-l-\-amb \n{Z. aIË A\okv _joá ]pd-Ãp-h-Ðp. c¾p WWn-tbm-S-SpÃp hc-W-saÐv Rªtfm-S-t]-¢n-®p. c¾p aWn-|q-tdmfw Rªç t_ÔqáI-S-Ôp-dÃv sNe-h-gn-®p. Ncn-{X-an-c-ÚpÐ Idpà aWãXÃ-cn-I-fn-en-cpÐv, shbn-enã, Imânã Rªç ISã|n-fn-I-sf-tÔmse Nne-®p. I|-tÃm-Sp-Iç tImcn-sb-Sp-|pÐ ISãsÔ-Áp-ªfpsS Ne-\-ªç t\m|n-bn-cp-Ðp. ]cp-Ìp-Iç hº-anºp ]dÐp. Iæ-ºn-I-fnã [ym\n-®n-cn-|pÐ Nq¾-|msc t\m|n-bn-cpÐp. DuáÛn-bmbn hnSáÐv, Xcw-K-am-bp-e¹v ]SáÐv, `wK-ambn NnX-dpÐ ISã shè-Ãnã IÁp-\-ºn-cp-Ðp. kl-{km-_vZ-ª-fmbn XpS-cpÐ {]Ir-Xn-IáÛw.

]nsÐ Rª-fp-WáÐp. ka-b-am-bn, A-ensS FÃm\pè ka-b-am-bn. FÌp-sImt¾m F\n|v kzmöy-ÃnsÒ Zn\-a-æ, CÐv. Hcp Ihn-X-hn-cn-bp-tÚmgpè Akzmöyw CÐv ]p ecn apXã FsÐ ]nSn IqSn-bn-cn-|p-Ðp. ka-b-am-bn; Xn-c-am-e-Itf hnS. HtÐ ap|mã aWn|v Rªç hen-bm-enã FÃn. [ym\-\n-c-X-amb hmb-\-bm-Wv, hen-hpw. ]cn-N-b-sÔºv kw`m-jWw Bcw-`n-®-Xn\v tijw AtÉlw ]d-¹p;

“HÃncn Ime-ambn tamj-W-ÃnsÒ Btcm-]Ww tIºp kln-|p-I-bm-Wv. CtÔmç Iem-Iu-ap-Zn-bnã IrjvWË \mbá FsÐ Ipâ-hn-ap-~-\m-|n. IrjvWË \mbá apÚv tamjvSm-hmbn Nn{Xo-I-cn®v Fgp-Xn-bn-cp-ÐXv thsd tIkv. kwKXn Aev]w há£o-b-am-Wv. _mey-Im-e-kJn BZyw A®-Sn-Ôn-®Xv A¹qdv tImÔn.NÌp-ta-t\msÒ imc-Zbv|v tijw ae-bm-f-`m-j-bn-ep-¾mb Gâhpw at\m-²-amb IrXn-bmbn Fw.-]n. t]mç _mey-Im-e-k-Jnsb hmgvÃn. Xncp-h-\-Ì-]p-csà kmln-Xy-b-P-am-\-Ñmá|v AXv kln-®n-æ. Whispering Campaign.NÌp-ta-t\msÒ imc-Zbv|pw _jo-dnsÒ_mey--Im-e-k-Jn|pw CS-bnã F{X-sb{X t\mh-ep-Iç ]nd-Ðp-ho-Wnæ! FÐnºpw ChnsS kmln-XyX-ÃnsÒ BÇmhv sXmº-dn¹ Hcp kmln-Xy-\n-cq-]-IË, Fw.-]n. t]mç imc-Z-bpsS ]nÌp-Sá®m-h-Imiw _mey-Im-e-k-Jn-|v, NÌp-ta-t\msÒ A\-ÌcmhImiw _jo-dn\v sh®p \oºn-bn-cn-|p-Ðp. \mbáhn-i-Ðp-h-e¹p hcp-tÚmç Imb-|-¹n-|-cn-bn-ºn-sæÐv I¾m-sd, hoºn\p Npâpw a¾n \S-|mË XpS-ªn, ]e-cpw....- ”.
\-ÛpsS kzÌ-|m-sc-Ôân ]d-¹n-ætæm, kzcw XmgvÃn-, A-há ]cm-Xn-sÔ-ºp.

]nsÐ t]mç acn-®p. ]hn-{X-amb B BÇmhv ac-W-ÃnsÒcp-Nn-b-dn-¹p. ]q®-N-Ã-tÔmç ¢p{Z-aq-jn-I-ªç amf-ª-fnã \nÐv ]pd-Ãn-d-ªn. t\máêo-Pn-bË Fgp-Ãp-Im-c-\mb \Sv lmËksÒ IrXn-bnã\nÐpè tamj-W-at{X _mey-Im-e-kJn! \ÛpsS IrjvWË \mbá Iuap-Zn-ap-tJ\ {]Jym-]n-®p. kpJw, ktÌmjw. _joá B]p-kvXIw hcp-Ãn, A_p-[m-_n-bnse kplrÃv aptJ\ Ata-cnI-|-bnã \nÐv hcp-Ãn. ktÌm-jw, _mey-Im-e-k-Jn-bp-ambn AXn-s\mcp _Ï-hp-an-æ.
CtÔmç IrjvWË \mbá _jo-dns\ Ipâ hnap-~-\m-|n-bn-cn-|p-Ðp. Keo-en-tbm-hnsÒ IY HmáÃp-t]m-bn. `qtKm-f-{`-a-W---]-cn-{I-a-W-ª--sf-|p-dn-OvOè tImÔá\n-|Ë k©ev]-ªç ]c-ky-ambn {]Jym-]n-®-XnsÒ t]cnã {Iqc-]o-U-\-ªç|v hnt[-b-\mb Keo-en-tbm, acn-®v, aqÐ-c-\q-âm-¾p-Iç|v tijw, Ipâ-hn-ap-~-\m-|-sÔ-Sp-I-bp-¾m-bn. `mKyw! _jo-dns\ IrjvWË\m-báXsÐ Ipâ-hn-ap-~-\m-|n-b-tæm. AtÔm-gmWv ae-ap-I-fnã\nÐv A_vZp-è-bpsS i_vZw: _mey-Im-e-kJn A{X-sa-`mKw -sÔº IrXn-sbm-Ðp-a-æ. H.-hn.-hn-P-bs\ C\m-_vkËjym amÔp-km-¢n-bm-|n-s|m-¾v, \ÛpsS ká±Ë kmln-Xy-ao-amw-k-I-\mbn amdn. I\ym-h-\-ª-fnã SmtKm-dnsÒ JWvUn-I-Iç Dçs|m-èn-®Xv Hcp sXâm-hp-Ðn-sæÐv hniz-kn-|pÐ Cu teJ-IË t]mep-w, sshZy-hn-]-ÃnsÒ kmln-Xy-ao-amw-k-Ãnã e±n-®p-t]m-bn. hntZ-i-I-Y-Iç hmbn-|p-tÚmç, Hm, CXv Ip¹-_vZp-è-bpsS IY-t]m-en-cn-|p-Ðp-shÐv a\w Npfn-¹n-cp-Ðp-t]m-t#b A\p-`-h-Xn-~-ª-ç XnÐ-h-cpw D¾m-hmw. temdËkv Uypdepw Imç tImsÔ|pw {Klmw {Ko\pw FÐn-lvMs\ At\Iw hntZ-i-F-gp-Ãp-Imá ]IáÔ-h-Im-i-ew-L-\-Ãn\v \ÛpsS kplr-Ãp-|çs|-X-Nnsc \nb-a-bpÊw \S-tþn hcpÐ Ah-ö. AÐbpw Imdepw FÐ PáÛË t\mh-ensÒ A]-l-cWw, A]-l-cWw FÐ t]cnãXsÐ {]kn-Êw-sN-àp-hmË bmsXmcp aSn-bp-an-æmà Alnw-km-hm-Zn-I-fpsS \mSmWv \Ûp-tS-Xv. ae-ap-I-fnã \nÐv aà-gn-Ôp-g-bpsS Xocsà ]gb el-cn-\n-e-b-ª-ç Btcm-]Ww Gâp-hm-ªn. Zpá£-Ï-]qáW-amb OáÉn-I-fnã \nÐv \mw ap~-cm-bn-Ãp-S-ªn-bn-cn-|p-Ðpthm?

_jo-dnsÒ Ipgn-bm-\-I-sf-Ôân Kth-jWw \SÃn ]pkvXIw {]knÊw sNbvX cLp-\m-YË \mb-cpw, Fw. sI.-ta-t\m-\pw, Kp]vXË \mb-cp-saæmw Hcp Imcyw ad-Ðp-t]m-bn-cp-Ðp. `qan-bpsS Ah-Im-in-Iç FÐ _joá|Y cWAtSm aptÐm ]p d-ta-bp-èq. Ah-Im-in-Iç FÐ t]cnã Bdm-bncw ]pd-apè Hcp t\mhã _p|v D¾v ae-bm-f-Ãnã. tImgnbpw aqáJ\pw Fen-bp-saæmw AS-ªnb `qan-bpsS Ah-Im-in-Iç FÐ B sIm®pIY, ]Xn-\m-bncw ]pd-ª-fn-sem-Xp-ªmà ]T-\-ªç Aáln-|p-Ðp. ]Xn-\m-bncw ]T-\-ªç _joá|Y-I-sf-Ôân hcm-\n-cn-|p-I-bm-Wv. ]®-sh-è-Ãns\ apÌn-cn-®m-dm|pÐ tbip-`-K-hm-s\-Ôân GXm\pw al-\o-b-am-b, Kl-\-amb IrXn GsXÐv tNmZn-®mã, Rm\-Xn\v \evIpÐ DÃcw Hcp sNdnb hmIyw am{X-am-bn-cn|pw:
Water saw its Lord and blushed. CwKvfojv kmln-Xy-Ãnse apÃp-a-Wn-I-fnã HÐt{X B hmIyw. kmlvXy-ÃnsÒ ká£m-Ç-I-X, ZpátÛ-Z-ün-e-æ, kq¢va-X-bnã, kw¢n-]vX-X-bnã BWv ImWm-\m-hp-I. sNdnb, kq¢vaamb-c-N-\-I-fn-eq-sS, kzá£-\-c-I-ª-fnepw `qan-bnepw AWvU-I-Sm-l-ÃnepS-\o-f-hpw, ]d-|pÐ sFcm-h-X-ªsf krjvSn® {]Xn-`-bmWv _jo-dn-tÒ-Xv.

]nsÐ aXn-ep-Iç. AXm hcp-Ðp, ]cm-Xn, BáXásIm-bvû-cpsS \ºp-®-bvs|mcp Iqcn-cpºv FÐ IrXn-bnã\n-sÐ-Sp-Ã-XmWv aXn-ep-Iç! FÌm ImcWw? AXnã t]meo-kp-¾v, Pbn-ep-¾v, tImS-Xn-bp-¾v. Fæmw, XnI¹ aáÉ-t\m-]-I-c-W-ªç! Fæm-SÃpw F|m-eÃpw Htc-[áÛw XsÐ Ah-bv|v. thj-Ãnã amâ-ap-¾m-hmw, `mj-bn-epw. CSbv|v Nne A\n-bË Pbn-eáamá Fhn-sS-bp-ap-¾v. Ipim¾w hmáUáamcpw Fæm-S-Ãp-ap-¾v. aXn-ep-I-sf-Ôân _jo-dn\v henb aXn-Ôp-¾v. \ymb-amb aXn-Ôm-W-Xv.

“temI-km-ln-Xy-Ãnã AÃcw Hcp IY-bn-æ. AXv sIm¾v aXn-ep-I-sf-Ôân ]cmXn hc-Ww”. \ÛpsS \æ kmln-Xy-c-N-\-I-sfæmw If-hvap-Xem-bn-tº, Aev]-hn-`-h-Ñmá|v, kmln-Xv.-b-Z-cn-{Z-Ñmá|v tXmÐp-Ðp-èq.

“kpJ-an-æ. Dd|v KpfnI Ign®v ab-ªn-|n-S|pIm-Wv. AtÔmç ^m_n hÐp ]d-¹p, at\m-c-a-bnã\nÐv Bfv hÐn-ºp-s¾-Ðv. at\m-ca! \ÛpsS {^Òm-W-tæm. ]nsÐ tNmZy-háj-ª-fm-Wv. ”.
“FÌn-\mWv aXn-ep-Iç Fgp-Xn-bXv?”.
Darkness at Noon hmbn-®n-ºpt¾m?”.
“BáXásIm-bvûscÔân Adn-bmtam?”.
]nsÐ tNmZy-ªç {]tIm-]-\-Ãn-te|v \oªn. Ah A]-hm-Z-háj-ª-fm-bn-ÃoáÐp. FÌn\v? F\n-|-dn-bn-æ. CÃcw A]-hm-Z-ªç F{X-Ip-ºn-Isf sImÐp-I-f-¹n-ºp-s¾tÐm?
kmln-Xy-Ãnã IhnSn \ncÃn tPymÈy-sa-gp-Xn, ]pÃË \mÚp-Iç ]dn-s®-dn-¹p-I-f-bpÐ A®n a|ç kmln-Xy-ao-amw-k-I-sc-Ôân HmáÃp-t]m-bn.
“ISpà at\m-th-Z-\-bm-W-há káK£-[-\-Ñmá|v \evIp-Ð-Xv.Ah-tcm-sSmÔw Ip¹-_vZpæ tNáÐp, apIp-ÎË tNáÐp. ?”.
]nsÐ ZoáL-amb Hcp Npa-bm-Wv.
“\ndsb I^-amWv Cu ico-cw. C\n A[n-I-\m-fn-æ. Hmtcm Znh-khpw InS-|p-tÚmç hnNm-cn-|pw, CXv Ah-km\w FÐv. ]pe-cp-tÚmç {]]-³-\m-Y\v \În, ho¾pw Hcp Zn\w-IqSn \evIn-b-Xn\v ?”.
“_mey-Im-e-kJn Ccp-]-tÃgv ]Xn-Ôp-Iç Cd-ªn. C\nbpw Cd-ªpw. FsÐbpw kmln-Xy-tÃbpw CjvS-sÔ-SpÐ Hcp ]m Sv lnÎp-|-fp-¾v, apûnw-I-fp-¾v, IrkvXym-\n-I-fp-ap-¾v. Ah-cXv hmªpw”.
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