When
they kill you
I lose the trace of dandelions
When they drive
you from your home
I become a wanderer in my own
soul
When your parents
explode before your very eyes
My dreams are torn to pieces
I sprinkle my bedsheets
and pillows with all my perfume
But my room becomes filled with
the smell of gunpowder
The minibus that
takes me to school everyday
is the same ambulance that carries
your corpse
from the refugee
camp to the martyrs’ cemetery
The teacher talks to an empty
classroom
And the blackboard
is the only mirror with a memory
That recalls me nothing but your
tearful glance
A bottomless pit
opens in the mouth of TV reporter
Which devours everything: the
dinner on the table
and my birthday
cake with all its lighted candles-
only you remain with the STONES
That your hands
and your brother’s hands
Would throw at your enemy
Your weapon will
always be as vivid as poetry
Be it at the bottom of the river
In the heart of
the mountain
Or in your hands
But their guns
, bombs and missiles
Will be rusty one day, only good
for museums
However much they
will want to kill you
However much the dandelions would
want to drag me along
In their
wake
On the trail of lost footsteps
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