She says she could forget, if not
for her indifferent feet,
the dead child, her dead child;
if not for the insistent feet
that bring her to the place where head
strong bombs stole his small hands, made
him a damaged bird with useless
wings, fit only for burying. She said
that when she shuts her restless
eyes to sleep, her child comes
back to life. I wonder
if God could forget about us,
too, if her own feet didn’t take her
unwilling to us, if we didn’t linger
behind her eyelids. I believe
that in the next world, if there
is a next world, all those who live
behind a mother’s lids, including those
of
God, will be as real to everyone as to their mothers,
that God will be as real as every mother.
She
has a Ph.D. in English from University of Pennsylvania,
and have poems, reviews, and interviews forthcoming
or that have appeared in a variety of American
anthologies and journals, including Poet Lore,
Main Street Rag, Nerve Cowboy, Free Verse, Pivot,
Sonnet Scroll, tPortland Review Literary Journal.
Wendy believes: "It is hard to be a poet,
but I think it is all I can really do with myself.
When I went to college I studied engineering,
but never worked as an engineer. Then I went to
graduate school and got a doctorate in English
so I could teach, but I didn't like teaching,
because I could never write when I taught."
Here is two poems by her about mothers losing
children:
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